Nervousness. What does it do for you? Nothing. It’s just a bunch of energy without focus. It taxes the muscles and the mind. It’s exhausting, but the end result is nothing. Yet, capturing the energy and using it to focus on the task at hand is tricky. Mostly because it isn’t one task that has made me nervous; it’s a whole set of tasks. Tasks I need to do, but have failed to complete. The anxiety comes from not knowing what to do or where to focus or who to ask for help. Everyone has their own issues; will they be able to bother with mine? Will they think less of me because I don’t know? What is worse is letting this build into a big fiasco and then fearing the response to the mess. Which way to turn? Where to look? What to do? Will I ever master the nervousness? Will I ever find satisfaction? Will it ever be enough?
I’ve just been given a gift; Don’t mess it up! This is a chance to focus on the bottom line and get it done! So, do it! Focus on this, that matters. Ignore the things that interfere with getting this gift taken care of. Drop what doesn’t add to the completion of this gift!
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